I have been gone and not posting for some time i dont know why but i havn't. im lost in pain confused you ever had this pain inside and had somthing happen and not know why while shit has gone on and your left out of the loop. yeah usally im like this and i get introuble for this i dont know why it destroyes me im falling and going hard a crsha burn and then me left chared destroyed... will i wake will i stand mostlikly for the one i love. to continue my way in life for her and her alone. its time i take life and give my life to save those i love.